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So, I went to the hospital for a bone marrow aspirate and biopsy operation yesterday, and the results came back soon after. It turns out that the remission wasn't very successful, as the leukemia has returned. So this means I have a choice, and it doesn't look too good for me. The first choice is to try to get another remission with chemotherapy. The second choice is to have a very light chemo, but that's just to prolong the disease for a while and let me enjoy the time that I have left. I'm not likely to follow that second option, because it feels like I'll just be giving up. Therefore, we have decided to try to get another remission. USC's motto (since CHLA is part of USC) is "Fight on!", and I plan to take that motto to heart. I WILL fight on, until the final victory.
This month my church is studying the book of Job. It might be coincidence, but there have been far too many "coincidences" for this to be a coincidence. I believe that this is God giving me a reason for all my suffering, a luxury that Job did not have. Perhaps not exactly the same circumstance, but eh, I think it's close enough. Anyways, Job suffered a LOT, losing nearly all his material possessions in one fell sweep, including his health, social standing, and his material wealth. But he still remained faithful to God. I want to be able to do the same, because if I don't trust in God, who else could I trust? Where else would I put my hope?
This month my church is studying the book of Job. It might be coincidence, but there have been far too many "coincidences" for this to be a coincidence. I believe that this is God giving me a reason for all my suffering, a luxury that Job did not have. Perhaps not exactly the same circumstance, but eh, I think it's close enough. Anyways, Job suffered a LOT, losing nearly all his material possessions in one fell sweep, including his health, social standing, and his material wealth. But he still remained faithful to God. I want to be able to do the same, because if I don't trust in God, who else could I trust? Where else would I put my hope?
Brian
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