Dear all,
Have you ever experienced the deep heart breaing pain? In fact I had 2 over the past 2 and 1/2 years.
It took time for me to collect the broken pieces and to be healed gradually. We are very thankful to God for preparing the loving family, the "Church" to help and support us whenever we need it.
Thanks to all of you who have been praying for us and Brian over the past 2 and 1/2 years. Many of you may have already known that our beloved son, Brian went to be with the Lord on last Saturday morning 4/13/2013. That pain from the loss couldn't be described with words.........
Another heart broken time was when Brian was diagnosed with this Acute leukemia in Dec. 2010. I still remembered when doctor asked him," Which school your are attending?" Brian said," I'm homeschooled." "How's homeschool?", Dr. asked. The only word he said was "Lonely.............." At that very moment, watching my very very sick son, I felt my heart was torn to pieces. It hurt so much all the way through his ICU, coma, awakening, talking, opening eyes, sitting, standing, walking, running, riding a bike....... Seeing him getting better and back to always normal. Sending him to school for the senior year should be a way to solve his loneliness. But the relapse before the school started brought him to hospital again. Until he went through the bone marrow transplantation in Dec. 2011. Finally he could formally go to high school and enjoyed his 2 months of High School life with Prom and Graduation till June 2012................ Who knows there came the 2nd replapse and brought him to another isolated living style again. It looks like his destiny was to live the life style without peer pressure. "Father and Son" bounding life style let Mark and I have very solid relationship with him for years. Actually, we were very grateful that we really own the full time with him for a total of 18 years and 8 months. Through his sickness, we saw God granted him courage, enduarance, persistency, and most importantly --- the Spiriit of Joy from the Lord and never giving up till the very end.